One rainy day

Walking through the rain

She didn't really care..

The drizzling

Almost soaked her 

With a joy..

A happiness unexplained 

A new found peace..

She realised

She is smiling to herself 

Somewhere along the way 

Lost in the thought

Of countless memories 

That met her 

Unannounced that day ..

This time 

The happy curve didn't fail 

To reach her eyes

Nor did it fade

Sooner than it should..

In love with the thoughts

She looked above

With tears of gratitude..

For blessing her

With such a journey 

Of countless roses and a handful of thorns..

A journey

That never ceased

To make her smile

Out of the blue now and then..

That never failed

To make her believe  

In the beauty of life 

Despite the gloomy days..

That still continues ..

To fetch her

Bursts of happiness

Through the lane of nostalgia..

A journey ..

She keeps close to her heart

Safe in the vault of feelings 

For an eternity to cherish ..

Emptiness

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She sat in silence

Her eyes fixed 

Far into the grey horizon

An emptiness greeted her heart

A void..

That could never be filled..

The blue hue of the sky

Patched with pregnant clouds

Stood witness

To the profound silence

She found solace in..

While roars of dry lightening 

Raised their voice in tandem

From time to time..

Endlessly..

She waited for the rain

To soak her whole essence

To get rid of the lump of dryness

She felt in her throat..

To pour drops of life

Into her desserted heart

That often forgot

The rhythm of its own beats..

The waiting and the silence

Never left her side

The rain never came..

To make her feel complete again..

At last..

The barren land of her soul

Made peace with the raged loo..

In no time..

The dry spells of hollowness

Engulfed her spirit..

&

An unquenched thirst

Was all she was left with..  

                                          (Nitijita) 

A special touch

You touched me
Like no one else has touched before
You reached every corner of my soul
With your kindness
You touched me with your words..

You made me feel alive again
With that pure face of yours
Which lit up at the mere sight of me
Adorned with the world's most beautiful smile..

I look forward to the next day
Just for your sake
Just to feel your words
Just to see that happy curve
Just to love you again ❤️

Krishna

Krishna

The name is beauty in itself

Beauty that lies in the heart of the admirer

Beauty that is ageless, flawless ..endless

Beauty that beautifies the world

You , me and others around .

Krishna

The name is eternal energy

Energy that leaves one full and content 

Energy that is pure bliss

Energy that is calm and serene 

Energy that enlightens the earth 

Here , there and everywhere...

Wasted Dreams

They get wasted
Every single day..
Another one is shattered
When I wake up to a new morning

I muster up courage
To sleep another night
In hope of
Waking to a fresh dawn
To keep my dream alive..

Dreams are dreams
For a reason..
Seldom they come true
No matter how strong they are
Tomorrow their death is due..

Still I foster a new one
Every single day..
Waiting for them to bear wings
And to see them fly high !

Lost soul

He was a loser
The big one I would say
He lost me , the most precious one
Who was in his life to stay.

Never once he tried
Even if I cried
The soul in me had died
Right there it lied
Still never once he tried

It hurt to see him smile
As The smile was not for me
It hurt to see him happy
Neither a part was I

Love they say is weird
To be happy for the other
To sacrifice like a mother
I love but I am selfish
As I love like no other.

Untamed emotions

When you come down the stairs
Wearing my favorite shirt
Yes, the blue one
It doesn't matter if you don't know
It doesn't matter if you are oblivious
To my glance..

You come nearer
And my heart starts to pound
Fast and then really fast
I wondered
What would you say
If I take your name and call you near?!

Dry were my lips, blank went the mind
Standing like a statue ,I look at your eyes
I blurted out your name and stopped midway
To secure the feelings in the vault
I have kept in for long..

You opened your lips, sensuous and wet
All I could do is to watch
Without hearing a single word
Watching you speak is a pleasure
And doesn't come too often

You talk with your head tilted
and oh! that expression of 'just about to smile'
You sweep me off my feet
and I wish the moment would freeze!

The moment didn't pay any heed
To my urge and pleading
It just passed and you walked away
Leaving me alone
With the memories
That bewildered me a moment ago..