NEVER..

You can never know
The pain I am going through
You can never know
And also I'll never show!

you can never feel
The agony beyond my smile
The aching wound in my life
I know you can never heal..

You can never hear
The deadly silence of my zeal
And strangely I can never bear
My love being so fragile...

Oh my love...
I am waiting for the day
You will embrace me with care
Feeling with all your heart..
Gifting me a loving bond to share...
(Nitijita)

My mother...

Oh God....
Every call of gratitute is less..
For what you have Given me!!
Every prayer falls short...
Even if..
I offer you tons of flowers..
Still...
I can not repay...

Oh God...
Thank you a lot..
You have blessed me...
With a treasure..
Precious than my life..
Which no wealth can measure!!

If for her one smile...
I can shed one tear..
That will be my greatest pleasure..
She is none other than
MY MOTHER....

At times....

At times...
when life turns loo..
severely wounded..
I grope in dark..
For a soothing touch..
To heal my woe..

At times..
when i feel defeated..
Bruished & battered..
My eyes roam...
For a genuine soul..
To perish my pain..

At times..
When i see you...
I feel like..
you are the saviour..
for whom i am waiting for..
You have got that healing touch..
Which always draws us still nearer!!

I OFTEN DREAM....

I often dream...

We are walking together...
In an unending track...
Your hands in mine...
promising not to part ever!

I often dream....
We are building a castle...
Full of love and trust...
so strong that....
No tornado can blow it away!

I often dream...
We are flying....
In the sky of emotion...
With the wings of passion...
Like..
We'll never get tired...
Even if there are miles ahead!!!

I often dream...............

I do wait...

Time waits for none...
But I do wait for time...
TIME...
when i may get special for someone special..
TIME...
when i may live the dream for which i am longing for...
TIME...
when i may not get lost in the roaring crowd..
TIME...
when lines in my palms may bow down to me..

Tide also waits for none..
But I do wait for tide..
TIDE...
which will wash away all my tears..
TIDE...
flowing by which i may lose all my fears..
TIDE...
which never dries in the scrotching heat of sun..
TIDE...
which flows....
But the way i wish.....
& the way i turn..!!!!

LoSt DaYz..

When i was born...
My eyes were beaming with innocence..
Thenafter...
Time just rolled on...
My eyes ...now full of dreams...
Years after years passed by...
Now i am a youth..
Eyes...full of responsibilities..Staring blank with anticipation!!
Society attacked...
They forced me to change..I said.."i cant change"..its difficult!!
They said.."we will teach you"...
Really that was an easy task..
They just made me put on a mask..
my heart was covered with my face..My face was the mask!!!
I was wailing...feeling suffocated within...
Gradually...
i turned into a machine...
Coping up with hectic tasks...People made me work..
They made me laugh,cry,amused...
I was dancing on my toes at their hints...
The "I" factor was totally lost!!!I was one with the crowd....
Eyes...tired with the burdens..seemed lifeless..two balls of cold fire..
Still..time was on a journey!!!
Mirrors noticed my wrinkled skin...white hairs...pale eyes..
Still masked..
I suddenly woke up..
Golden days that I lost..LOOKED BACK!!
Saw a youth toiling for success..
I asked to myself..."where am I now?"
"Is it success"....NO!!
I cursed my fate...Now only...searched for peace..
put down the mask..
Blurred vision...weak body...Sat down...searched for my heart...
IT was still YOUNG...beating fast..mocking at me....
It said..."I'll die young"..."But you will die damn old...defeated"....!
...I glared aimlessly...